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Tue, 12 Apr 2005 02:56:51 GMT

Dear Diary,

I suck at life. Waaaaah.

Sincerely,
Me

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 00:43:39 GMT

I wonder if anybody reads this anymore. Anyways, life is good and then you die. I want to kill majority of the sluts at our school. When I say majority I mean 99.9%. I think it's cool when you're late to class. I hate it when people think of me as an overachiever because I'm Asian or because I was in ASB. I don't get enough sleep. I know I've changed since last year. I found a scorpion in my backpack a few weeks ago & opened it up in the girls' locker room. It's pretty funny watching a hundred and one girls scream and not do anything about it. Movie nites own you. I got to experience a night in the hood, and Lily & Becky missed out because of Laurence. And the only person I knew was Nathan. It was awkward. Some people need to realize that there is a difference between "loud" and "too loud" and "way fucking too loud and obnoxious". Okay no more rambling.

Comment anonymously with ....
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How long we've been friends.
An inside joke or memory with me.

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 01:37:06 GMT

ha. only silly people have time to make up these things.

Ultimate ASIAN SURVEY:

What is your last name: Szeto

Are you korean, japanese, chinese, vietnamese, etc.: 100% Chinese

Do you have black hair: Yeah, but with red highlights, even though some of the ends are turning like blonde hardy har har.

Do you have what those white people call slanted eyes: no, my eye doctor tells me i have pretty big eyes for a chinese person.

Are you smart, straight As: every once in awhile i get a B+

Do you have asian friends: yes

Do you hang out with only asian people: no

Do you have an asian group: uhh at chinese school...but at westlake a lot of asians despise me so yeah

Do you go to an all asian church: no religion...but i still believe

Do you wear Adidas or Kswiss: how about neither?

Are you on the computer for more than 3 hours in one day: yes

Do you go to SAT prep: no...my mom didn't know anything about it hehe =)

Do you have an earring: nope

Do you have a chain/silver necklace: yeah

Do you wear a chain/silver necklace: sometimes

Do you play a classical instrument: piano, used to play flute

Do you play tennis: used to...kinda-ish...well there was a tennis court across the street from my house so yeah but otherwise no. i just enjoy hitting my friends with the ball. =P

Do you play CounterStrike, StarCraft, WarCraft: of course...NOT

Do you have parents who think education is more important than fun: of course

Are your parents the reason why you started to play a classical instrument, go to SAT prep., or play Tennis: yes'm

Do you eat rice everyday at least once: of course

Do you know how to use chopsticks: duh!

Do you like sushi: YES AHHH I LOVE IT!

Do you eat soysauce: YES i like ALOT of it on miscellaneous asian foods!!!

Do you eat wasabi: when i get paid for it =D

Most Important Question, Are you going to marry an asian: FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW - MY LIFE GOAL IS TO MARRY A NON-ASIAN GUY. THANKS. but hey, maybe it'll change. who knows.

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 02:45:11 GMT

after 17 entries and about 3 months, friends only.
add me first THEN comment to be added or kept. if not, you won't be added. simple as that.

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 05:22:53 GMT

Think about this... You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 04:07:36 GMT

" yay now i'm 100 times cooler now that i've been hugged by an asian.
if i'm lucky, maybe my mom will hug me too. "

oh. my. gosh.

i'm head over heels for this guy. i don't even wear heels. like ever. if that makes any sense. whateverr.

comment with your favorite love quote. or two. or three.

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 00:59:30 GMT

best techno-ish song ever.

Drink up baby down.
Mmm, are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind,
'Cuz it's all going off without you.
'Scuze me, too busy,
You're writing your tragedy.
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when,
You've no idea what you're like...

It gains the more it gives,
And then it rises with the fall.
So hand me that remote.
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless, pleasure,
We've no time for later now, you,
Can't await, your own arrival you've,
Twenty seconds to comply

(So let go)
So let go
Jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

;; l e t g o - frou frou

kazaa it. iTune it. buy the g a r d e n s t a t e soundtrack. whatever it is you do to get music, this is my indirect and forceful way to get you to listen to it. props to kreger for making me listen to it on his iPod.

it could be just me, but i think high school isn't all that bad. whatever.

let's be positive here people. name one g o o d thing about high school // middle school // whatever you're in. and don't even think about saying something stupid like "lunch is the best part."

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 03:19:35 GMT

hiqh school ... well it's "alright" *makes qu0tes with f1ngers*

i was expect1n` to see some h0t azn b0is at whs ... but wh0 knew that i'd find a cute 0ne that went to colina last year . whAteva y00 pr0lly d0n`t undasTANd . anyH00 all dAt shiiT d0esn`t rlly mattEr sooo yEah.

c0mment t0p1c :: would you rather date some0ne tallEr or sh0rter than yo0h ?? why

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 19:35:27 GMT

the more i qo down to los anqeles

the more i wish i lived there

nobody would ever understand why

well except for maybe 1NE person

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 23:40:14 GMT

new lAyout `n nOw i`m oFF to qo ruN NINE miLes. uRqh. --"

i hate it when girls wear so much makeup and foundation and shiiT. it`s like c0verinq uP your real selF. i mean, don`t qet mE wronq - i liKe playiNq with eyelinEr `n eyEshAdoW every n0w and thEn. but i thiNk thAt soME giRls juST takE it too fAr.

coMMent with youR opinion on giRls + ovEr usaqe of mAkeup

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 16:45:44 GMT

china was ... interestinq - maybE when i qet boreD 1daii i`ll wriTE about iT

went to niCole`s and ellEn did to0. we walKed to starbucKs and thEn went baq to nicole`s hOuse and juSt chillEd. thEn we went to allie`s t0getha. iT was hEr bdaii partiiE last nite. fun shiiT. laurence is my true heRO. wE had a blast doinq randOm stuff. and this one time at earth club camp... red ballAs?! whAt the chiLdren`s tylEnol! what the avRil! "i`m wearinq a nike g-string. yeah u like that dOn`t you." "i love no1 else in the worlD but you i wanna be urs 4evA<3" hOliday inn then the marriOt then maybe the ramada c`mon say it with the asian accEnt rama-DA! but mayBe start with thE m0tel6 fiRst.

EARTH CLUB IS FOR ALL THE COOL PEOPLE.

i don`t like girls. always too much dRAMA. but of cOurse, you already knew dAt.

GLEN GLEN GLEN GLEN! GLEN GLEN GLEN ...

GLEN'S THE MAN

GOING TO WORK

GOT HIS TIE, GOT AMBITION

HE KNOWS ONE DAY HE JUST MIGHT BECOME ... SUPERVISOR

ROY ROY ROY ROY!

whOever made that cOmmercial is a superqenious.

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 05:56:18 GMT

qoinq to china fOO`x.
be baq on thA 16th.
byE!x3

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 19:13:19 GMT

I THINK I HAVE EVERYTHING FIGURED OUT.

I KNOW WHO THE REAL ME IS NOW.

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED BITCHES! =D

+ i wish i lived in LA // but it still rocks here.

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 06:35:09 GMT

pics and random stuff cominq so0n...NO i`m definitely NOT obsessed wiF i love the 90`s =) ps if the music actually works for anybody, please tell me

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 23:36:17 GMT

wEll my weeKend was...iNterestinq.
(i doN`t usuallY write about what i dO so yeaH)

let`s sTart with friDay -- birthday. i decideD not to go to weight liFting in the morninG yep. sat at home on the comPuter all daY. mom comes home for her luNch breaK and takes me ouT to the cheesecaKe factoRY. for dinneR i hAd this weird seaWeed stuff that was in peaNut butter. i didn`t knOw that unTil afTer i ate iT. can you say blEah. qOt nothinq for mY bday from the paRentalS but that`s pretty tYpical. my dAd didn`t reMember it was my bday. he sTill doesn`t kNow i`m 14 now. and that was mY 14th birtHday everyoNe.

saturdaY -- wEnt to l.A. had lUnch with alOt of the family. then i went tO get pIctures takEn for the viSa fOr chiNa. tHen we weNt to downTOWn LA and it was scARy. i was weaRing a skiRt and this random hispaNic quY was lyke "nice skirT" and kEpt lOOkinq at me...it was a windY day and i had to hOld down my skirT and oTher random quys were prActicallY watcHing my everY move waiting for my skirt to flY up. don`T wear sKirts in downtOwn l.a. i came baq home and chilled for awhilE. theN i weNt over to laurence`s house. beCKy and liLy caMe over toO. wE went swimMinq and watched DROP DEAD GORGEOUS which is an awesoMe movie. i spEnt an HOur makin` a pimp backgrounD for laurence`S laptop. it waS tyte. i sTayed uP tiLL about 5:3oish, wOke up aT about 1o:00. iT was reallY fun. oH wait it`s sundaY now.

suNday -- wEnt shoppinq foR a damn cooKing pan foR 827346726734 houRs. hAd lunch aT mimi`s caFe. wEnt hoMe aNd sAt my LazY aSS in front of the computEr as usuaL. thEN went down to the vallEy to haVe korean bbq fOr diNNer wiTh some familY friends.

mONday -- now i`m beIng bored aqain. "ice ice baby" is stuck in my head coz oB the damn rhythm. i haB cross country in a half houR sO nOw i`m qonna qo. tHe weAther is reallY hot no?

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 05:36:48 GMT

damN !! i lOhv diS neW lAyoUt aNd i mItE kEEp iT foR aWhilE lOlx
diS iZ mAi bDaii pReSenT fO` mySelF ^.^
cOmmeNt oN wHaT yOo tHInk `bOut iT !!
x3

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 18:08:35 GMT

its my bDaii...

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 01:18:14 GMT

w`dup
iM jUs uPdAtIn`

hAvE a pHaTaSS daY!</font>

» ME / MYSELF / and I
|| name || .v.a.n.e.s.s.a.
|| piercing's || n0ne
|| tattoos || nun...lolx a nun wit tattoos ^_^
|| height || 5`6ish
|| hair color || black // really really dark brown
|| length || wat da mofo? --"
|| age || 13 >> f0urTeeN 2`mrow!
|| birthday || JuLyy 16 >> 2`mrow!
|| status || single
|| school || weStLaKe [ git ] HiGh hehe

» LAST...
|| movie you rented || 5o fiRST dAtES
|| movie you bought || ZooLaNdER!
|| song you listened to || piEcEs oB mE // asHLeE siMpsOn
|| song that was stuck in your head || cOnfeX`ns pArT.2 // uSheR
|| CD you bought || i dUn buY cDs...hehehe
|| CD you listened to || mAh OwN miX
|| person you called || KaLeiGH
|| person that called you || KaLeiGH
|| person you want to call || erM...KaLeiGH...
|| person you hugged || sugEErA!
|| person you kissed || =P
|| person you hit || mY SiStER
|| person you fought with || siStER
|| person you complimented || ViViaN
|| TV show you watched || I LOVE THE 90'S YES I DOOOO!
|| class you went to || HeALth...DaT cLaSS suCKed

» DO...
|| you wish you could live somewhere else || suMtimES
|| you wear glasses or contacts || yEP
|| you believe in online dating || riiiiiiTe...
|| others find you attractive || iuonO
|| you want more piercing's || mayB
|| you drink || I DRINK SODA YES I DO I DRINK SODA HOW `BOUT YOO?!?
|| smoke || heLx no
|| you write in cursive or print || pRinT
|| you carry a donor card || naY
|| believe in long distance relationships || onLi iF iSh meNt2B
|| you watch soap operas || HELX NO!!!

»FAVORiTE...
|| song || 2maNi2NamE
|| things to do || lafF.tALk.haNq w/FriEnDx.dAncE.rUn lOlx.cHiLL.pArTy.etC.
|| things to talk about || anytHinq
|| sport || dance.xcountry[yeah ish gettin` thurr].volleyball.ehhh basketball
|| movie || anytinq fuNniiE [zoolander, dude wheres my car, 8 crazy nites, etc]
|| M&M's || cRisPy » yuM
|| candy || LOLLiPOPS coZ yOO cAn LiCk `em ^_^ haha jK
|| saying || aT da MomeNt...w`dUp
|| disney movie || piratex ob da carribean...dAts a diSney mOviE rite ??
|| radio station || 1o5.9 // 1o6.7 // 1o2.7 // 1oO.3 // 1o4.7 // 1o5.5 // 1o7.7
|| hangout || anywhere fun // movies.mai house.friends house.guys house ^_^.mall.etc
|| scent || umm dA gOOd-smElliN stuFf
|| word || » A N A L «
|| nickname || DjV // Vanny
|| guy name || iuonO
|| girl name || iuonO
|| eye color || anytinq seXiie *
|| piercing || uh ? ears & belly button … where else siCko !!
|| class || uh ... whateba`s funN

» HAVE YOU...
|| ever cried over a guy || mayB
|| ever been in a fist fight || nayY
|| ever been arrested || nOpe

» NUMBER...
|| of times I have been in love || 1
|| of times I had my heart broken || don`t wanna dink `bout it
|| of drugs taken illegally || nOne
|| of things in the past that I regret || PLENTY -- but they will be lessons yet to learn

» DO YOU THiNK YOU ARE...
|| pretty || hEll nO
|| funny || if ppLx say so
|| hot || hEll nO
|| friendly || suR whY nOt
|| ugly || hEll YEAH !!
|| lovable || i cud b
|| a bitch || sUR whY NOt ^_^
|| caring || yEsH
|| sweet || i cud b
|| nice || if pplx say sO
|| obsessive || i caN b
|| mean || suMtimEs
|| dorky || HeLL yeSH !!
|| stubborn || i gUess

» RANDOM...
|| the story behind your user name || um...iSh jUS a RanDoM tHaNg i piCkEd ouTTa mAi mInd
|| are you straight || yEs...o.O
|| where do you live || 805 reprexent`n...besiDe Dat mAh cRib
|| shampoo || Pantene Pro-V
|| body wash/soap || Olay Body Wash

» DESCRiBE YOUR...
|| wallet || which 1ne?
|| hairbrush || iSH BlacK...
|| toothbrush || iz red..and it cleanx mah teeth...yeahhh
|| jewlery worn daily || n0ne
|| your room || tWo beds... ;]
|| closet || biG...nOT enuFf cLoThES ^^ "
|| pillow cover || wHiTe
|| blanket || whiiiiiiiiiiite
|| shoes || which?
|| handbag || dun hab any...yeah coz iM coO lYKe dAT
|| favorite top || wh1ch?
|| what are you wearing now || pJ`x
|| hair || black // really dark brown // sorta layered // needs to hab a dye job or sumtinq neW ^_^

» WHO or WHAT (was / is / are)
|| in my mouth || besides my tongue...fooD
|| in my head || besides my brain...haha nothing else i hope !!
|| wishing || only if i believe they wud come tru
|| after this || tV
|| talking to || bEcKY
|| eating || nOodleS ... so azNlyke ^_^
|| fetishes || eh !? im nOt to0 fetish about anythinq
|| you want to see || anY oB my HoMiEx !! i miSS youALL`
|| next to you || da FoNE
|| something you are looking forward to in the upcoming week / month || havinq fun anywhere w/ mAi hOmiex
|| you are deadly afraid of || i`ll dink `bout dis...
|| do you believe in love || hmm…iuono anym0re
|| do you believe in love at first site || emm...nay - but it`s possible
|| do you believe in forgiveness || of course - well, a1so dependin` on the person
|| do you believe in God || yes
|| what is the latest you stayed up || i dinK i PuLLed an aLL-niqhteR @ rElaY fO` LyfE</span>

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 22:42:14 GMT

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee okay >> comment anonymously and describe our relationship in some way, i.e. how we met, an inside joke, etc etc. >> weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee DO IT NOW!

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 00:54:21 GMT

no matter if you knew him well or not, his life ended too soon.
don't take your life for granted // rip chase arnett 1990-2004

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 00:13:56 GMT

yep im back
but only for community dealios
but of course, i'll write in here every once in awhile
just cuz its sooooooooooooo addicting
oh and i dont care if u add me or not
its not that big of a deal

oh yes and my username...
well i was thinking MOD like for communities
and was being really random as usual
so i thought of tu_modre
for those spanish-illiterate, tu madre translated is your mom
have a nice day now
community's DONE